Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Unwritten Confession
I continued to stare at this blank piece of paper, expecting the words to appear.
With a fully confused heart, I anticipated a free flowing array of words yet my hand never moved.
Everything that needed to be said was trapped inside my thoughts and I couldn't for the life of me share how I truly felt.
I needed to express how you made me feel without ruining what we had.
My love for you has grown far beyond just a friendly matter; however, you'll never comprehend.
Because when my focus is glued on you, my entire world falls still.
Lost in a fantasy land full of our sensual embrace, I never wanted to come to reality.
Arms holding, hands caressing, lips kissing the essence I posses, I imagined our steady growth.
I saw your face in my dreams and my heart skipped a beat.
But no words would escape from my thoughts to my hands allowing my pen to finally break the emptiness on this blank piece of paper.
So I continued to stare, praying for a release to take place.
Contemplating what must be done the next time I am in your presence, I began to silently weep.
Each tear told a story as they brought life to this unwritten confession.
And before I knew it, entire paragraphs were forming through the tsunami-like waves that consumed my composition.
This hidden proclamation was destined for your eyes only, however, your soul must interpret it.
So to you I gave this blank peice of paper that declared my mystified thoughts.
And with its obvious desolation, I was finally satisfied knowing my feelings were felt though they were apparently unwritten
With a fully confused heart, I anticipated a free flowing array of words yet my hand never moved.
Everything that needed to be said was trapped inside my thoughts and I couldn't for the life of me share how I truly felt.
I needed to express how you made me feel without ruining what we had.
My love for you has grown far beyond just a friendly matter; however, you'll never comprehend.
Because when my focus is glued on you, my entire world falls still.
Lost in a fantasy land full of our sensual embrace, I never wanted to come to reality.
Arms holding, hands caressing, lips kissing the essence I posses, I imagined our steady growth.
I saw your face in my dreams and my heart skipped a beat.
But no words would escape from my thoughts to my hands allowing my pen to finally break the emptiness on this blank piece of paper.
So I continued to stare, praying for a release to take place.
Contemplating what must be done the next time I am in your presence, I began to silently weep.
Each tear told a story as they brought life to this unwritten confession.
And before I knew it, entire paragraphs were forming through the tsunami-like waves that consumed my composition.
This hidden proclamation was destined for your eyes only, however, your soul must interpret it.
So to you I gave this blank peice of paper that declared my mystified thoughts.
And with its obvious desolation, I was finally satisfied knowing my feelings were felt though they were apparently unwritten
Welcome
Well, today is my first day on Blogger.. I am a woman of many words, however, I cant seem to formulate what to say. I guess that's because Im new.. Its like the first day of school in a new place with new people, you're just standing around, too afraid to speak to the person next to you.. Then later you ease up and realize that we're all just human beings... Lol, what the hell am I talking about, Im sure most of you have that thought in your head.. I suppose I would too.. Anyway, I'll just paste some old blogs from myspace on here just to fill things out until I get a hang of this Blogger... lol
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